dmoney

I literally just got sick to my stomach.

Don't act like you've never done something you spoke against.

Holy shit, what more must I do to get the point across to you that I don't care? Obviously rolling my eyes, mere grunts as repsonses, and stone cold face doesn't do the trick.

"There is joy somewhere in all of this, but I cannot see it yet. I am praying for that clarity."

I never know what I want more; someone to sit with me and comfort me as I cry or to just be alone with my tears.

and ended too soon.
It was seriously so relaxing and fun to go crazy and be surrounded by true friends and be completely care and worry free for a whole entire day. Leaving released a lot of invisible emotion and truths. We're growing up. How many more trips do we have together while we're still this close and still within this young and naive mindset? How much longer do we have to still be each other's closest pals? How long until we're encompassed in a completely new and different environment than each other and our group of friends becomes more diverse and my closest friend won't be you and for you it won't be me. Times a tickin' and holy shit I'm terrified. I can't handle it alone.I wish I could express how unbearably scared I am. I'm in a constant state of fear and stress and I try to avoid the unavoidable but it's not working. I'm not okay with this at all.

GoGOGOGOGOGO <3

I'm grumpy and emotional over rational things but to intensify the feelings of irritability I'm bleeding. TMI? Deal.
That's all. I'm too frustrated to go into detail.

I'm unsure of what or how you process things but it is absolutely NOT okay for you to be a huge prick to me for NO reason at all and then talk to my friends. Just saying.

Remember when we were rather good friends and you didn't think you were so much better than everyone?
We're growing up and growing apart. In a year so many people will be nothing but a familiar face in a crowd.

I like this;

"There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens;
a time to be born and a time to die...
a time to weep and a time to laugh...
a time to mourn and a time to dance...
a time to be silent and a time to speak..." Ecc. 3:1-8